Thursday, October 8, 2009

Playing dress up


I am in business. My Tom slowed my weight loss down a bit but I am thrilled to report I am losing again. So my closet has become fun again. Things I have shoved in the back of the closet are now coming out. I I have noticed I am spending a little more time on my hair and makeup-up. I hope that means I am liking the way I am looking. I am still a little anxious about going to my hubbies company party. The last time I went I felt good in my dress......a size 12.
today 209lbs
total loss 13.5lbs
Day 12

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Self Image

Hcg is my new friend. When the Endo Doc told me of the strict diet I laughed out loud. You have to be kidding me. Now that I am 10 days into the diet I feel great!
Self Image. We all have one. Some more accurate than others. Mine has always been off. The pic is of me is in High school. I am in the red dress. My BFF who is in the blue dress was always 20 pounds lighter and 3 inches taller than me. I did not understand why I could not achieve these goals my elf. Today she is still the same size and has 3 kids. I think had I been able to look into the future I would have been thrilled to be a size 8.......forever.
today's weight 210
loss 12.5
day 10